We ARE the Records
This gon sound weird af but it’s real regardless
In 2018, my father visited me from the other side for the first time.
He’d been gone almost 3 years by then and this experience was not anything that fit into my realm of belief! I didn’t know that could or would happen.
The first thing he did is apologize to me for raising me Atheist.
Then he told me that to go to the next level, I would have to believe the unbelievable.
And that was it. Then he was gone.
About a week later, I was contacted in my dream states by a Nommo from the star Sirius.
Aka a mafuckin alien.
I didn’t know that’s what it was at the time. I thought I was dreaming about a mermaid that was teaching me sooooo much complicated science and the cosmological and biological origins of humans on Earth. Every morning I woke up with a new lesson to digest.
It was all fun and games and I was super intrigued, but didn’t think much of it, other than I was dreaming about a mermaid every night all the sudden…but it kept my interest enough to stay listening.
Then she started talking to me when I was awake too.
“I’m down here” was the first thing she said to me randomly out the blue one day.
I was leaning down to tie my shoe, getting ready to leave - definitely not sitting around meditating or trying to open interdimensional portals….or so I thought….
But I sensed she was telling me she’s within me, in my body, in my subconscious. “I’m down here.”
For some reason, even though those words are not enough to explain all that, I knew what she meant.
From then, I began interacting with her and carrying her through my days - and she was responsive, informative, and even actually very playful and fun. She cracked me up tbh - when she wasn’t being serious about Sirius, she had major cartoon character energy.
Weeks later, when my partner and I were developing a process called Akashic Trancework, we decided to experiment and see if we could contact the merbeing I was engaging with via a trance state, and see if we could find out why this was happening.
By then, I’d experienced two Trancework Journeys in the previous couple of weeks - one where I visited 3 past lives, and one where I visited 3 Ancestors. (Let me know if you ever want to hear about those experiences - things I most certainly could never imagine to make up! mindblown)
For this Journey, I was taken to a land of red rock where I stood perched on the edge of a canyon with a poised and very tall man in a peculiar uniform.
He taught me there about the nature of sound and the relationship between sound and matter. I didn’t know it at the time, but he was essentially showing me that Sound is God. He did this by levitating us above the canyon - as well other things - showing me Sound as the invisible force holding all things in place.
Then he introduced me to a star, and even tho it was daylight in the experience, I could see/sense the star and it filled me with the most intense grandmother love I had never experienced. It was completely overwhelming - felt like more energy than I could contain in my tiny human body. Giant Ancient Grandmother Love.
I think I practically exploded there on the couch in my living room as I was poured into so deeply, tears not streaming, but racing down my cheeks. Ugly cry on full blast.
I was also informed this star that loves so big had a special connection with the constellation we call Orion - though I was only shown the impression of the stars in the experience, and no names were assigned.
And finally, I saw the merbeing in the river below, signaling up at us. “I’m down here.”
It was one of the most memorable Journeys I’ve had - even after hundreds of Journeys now. I fully believed I was accessing subconscious symbolism, much like what I interpreted dreams to be at the time.
But when I began researching the “symbols” to understand, I found connections that left me completely flabbergasted and stunned in shock.
The star I was introduced to (a star system) is what we call Sirius, along with her consort, Orion.
The man who had been teaching me at the canyon was wearing the EXACT uniform that the Dogon of Mali wear for their Sirius ceremony they celebrate every 60 years.
And the Nommo - amphibious beings - have been known to come here from Sirius as teacher beings to assist in the evolution of humanity. They brought both knowledge and water (if there’s a difference).
This blew my lil Atheistic mind. By then I was definitely spiritual, no longer Atheist, but I was not yet aware that we are multidimensional beings, nor did I know there are aliens and other life forms - nor did I know stars are actually conscious, or any of this!
My brain was actually broken after this. For the better part of a year. Thank god I had already left my job to build my own practice by then, because otherwise I would have surely been fired! I actually couldn’t work and my entire life stopped abruptly. All I could guess was that I was crazy…and that actually would have been much easier to accept, except the visions I received aligned with history and findings in astronomy, biology, neuroscience, cymatics, and so much more….things I never knew or could have known - but I was finding affirmed over and over in both our science and our Ancient Stories (Stories I did not grow up with as a westernized Atheist).
I didn’t know how it could be. My brain couldn’t explain it yet - and that was the crutch and the redemption of the Atheist mindset: how can this be explained?!?!?!
Even today when I share that I was visited by an alien who taught me everything I now teach for a living and for Life, part of me feels completely absurd……but that’s the only way to accurately describe everything that happened…
The writings I lost due to technical issues are from this experience as well as the years that followed, which were essentially a constant stream of downloads showing me who we are and how we can help Gaia ascend to the next level, as well as the training I required to embody the knowing myself AND how to share with others once I’d embodied them myself.
Now….as tragic as it truly feels to have lost these hundreds of pages of records that spanned years - ancestral clearings, lessons from the intelligence of Blood Itself, how I received interdimensional healing processes to help humanity expand into 5D recorded IN REAL TIME - the loss is felt so so real.
But it is not real.
The entire point of everything they ever taught me and the way they have even been able to contact and teach me is because nothing real is ever lost! Everything is in the Records . . . and WE ARE THE RECORDS!
Our BODIES are the Akashic Records!
Therefore nothing can ever be lost.
I started this document to begin restoring what was lost - more than anything to help myself remember I’m not crazy as the years pass and the written records are no longer there to anchor me into some type of “concrete” evidence that these things really happened….
And of course they cap it off like this:
Nothing is ever lost. Everything is written within you. You can even keep it within you and never express it and it will still not be lost. It will still remain a part of the collective Knowing and it will still be passed onto the future iterations of your flesh and your spirit in all their multiplicity of expressions across timespace.
Even if you never utter or write a word of it.
If you lived it, if you perceived it, it is Written permanently in the Records.
(And in another episode we’ll perhaps explore that it was written even before you lived it….)
And while all that is true, if a person wishes to retell what has seemingly been lost, they simply need to open their mouths and allow it out again.
That is all.
We have shown you here.
One.
